He walked into my office broken and damaged. There was no single sunshine in his eyes as he took his seat having called to ask for an appointment. I took a look at him and wondered what could have happened to this tall and well -built handsome guy? As I made to welcome him he jumped up from the seat and took a hard look at me with the sternest expression I had ever seen in so many years of practice as a professional counselor. 

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‘I have been to Pastor Jummy(not real name) and she had tried her best with no results; I have been to 5 psychiatrists and they couldn’t help me; I have patronized several psychologists; I have confided in several NGO owners who stabbed me in the back. No deliverance session seem to have worked for me. I reluctantly came to see you because someone mentioned your name and I hope I’d get the desired help but take a look at me I am a woman trapped in a man’s body’ As a matter of fact I am female and a versatile bottom’.

I tried to conceal my shock and I stood from my seat to assure him he was a man to which he responded in anger and continued ‘Look at my breast it is already growing and I am sure all my feminine features would soon be complete’.

That was how a 2-year journey with Jones started and trust me I learnt so much from him and he grew to trust and believe everything I taught him but none of my therapy worked as much as the love that was extended to him.

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I remember how he had become suicidal and would wake me up several nights to tell me of how he had just cut himself with a knife and was ready to end it all. Would I ever forget our several walks together to chat and how he would still come back to confide in me each time he slipped? I never forgot how he shared his pains on how the church had rejected him and thrown him out when they discovered his challenge and how deliverance sessions were recommended even when an associate pastor in the same church and the church organist had at different times slept with him.

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We became quite close and he had made so much progress that when I see him we share a lot of jokes about the entire process but you might want to ask what was responsible for this challenge? Was he born that way or did something go wrong?

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His pain started when his father hired a house boy after the death of his mother. This house boy started sodomizing him from age 4 and threatened to kill him if he told anyone and that went on for 4years. This houseboy was fired and a new one hired who seem to have received a handing over note from the previous and continued from where the other stopped. By the time my friend was shipped to a boarding house by his ever busy father who never had a good relationship with him, the damage was already done and he became an object to test run rape by seniors in school and that was how his ordeal became worse till he found himself in church and University where some of his leaders took over. He was thrown out of church but the associate pastor kept ministering while the organist kept playing music every Sunday because their own status was not discovered.

My friend’s case is just one out of the over 150 cases I must have handled in the last 9years of working with folks with same sex tendencies. Trust me I don’t approve of LGBT but I also do not deny that what they feel is real and the pain they go through in their body is worse.

I was in Enugu having been invited to speak at the annual sex talk organized by one of my loveliest senior friends and mentor and an 11year old who had become hooked on same sex was narrating his ordeal in the hands of his uncle. Do I talk about Simisoluwa who was introduced into lesbianism by her father’s house help and who later introduced her younger sisters into the act? According to her she caught her father sleeping with the same house help and the house help pounced on her for the sins of her father.

I have had to deal with so many cases like these but the scariest of all is the concept of ‘Fuckarama’ which has taken over many of our boarding schools especially the Christian schools. Yes! You heard me right because that was the first place this concept was discovered where rookie students were sodomized and there dared not talk about it.

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The whole world woke up to the rude shock of the legitimacy of the LGBT movement across America and as usual I went online to begin to see the hashtags like #‎endtime #‎sodomandgomorra and several others and I really got upset because I felt it was a sheer display of arrogant ignorance. We seem to have perfected the art of mystifying what we don’t understand without asking ‘where did we go wrong or what could we have done differently’.

A friend of mine was a cell leader to a young boy who had a serious sexual challenge and none could professionally help him rather than cast out the same sex spirit in him. Several deliverance sessions held till everyone got tired of him and in frustration the boy also left church only to show up later as the first transgender in Nigeria. What could we have done differently in church?

Isn’t it time we come to terms with the following:

– The cure to sex addiction may not be prayers alone there could be some professional intervention available that we must learn to embrace

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– That the days of might man institution could have been over and what we need to focus on is a might media and content generation

– The days of mighty cathedrals may be over because the entire world can be discipled from inside a room with the right technology

– The days of one man show may have been over and must give way to intentional collaboration where we embrace other people’s expertise to help everyone

– The days of one denomination show is over and we must embrace a sole kingdom agenda that can help all.

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– The days of ‘I can control the entire world with spiritual authority’ may be over and we must match that authority with superior invention and intellectual prowess

– The days of travelling around in jets for missions may have been over and must give way to building the best professionals and sending them into spheres as missionaries may be here

– The days of cursing and threatening the LGBT movement may be over and may have ushered in a new age where we must engage in discussions and extend genuine love and hands of fellowship even when we don’t agree with the acts.

We can no longer pretend and wish this away neither can we attribute it to end times because LGBT is not a new concept. It was very visible and openly practiced in ancient Greece and Rome and was alive in the days of Paul of Tarsus and the end never came that time.

Can we leave end time to God because He alone determines that and take responsibility for a dying world instead of just behaving as if we are clueless and should you think it is end time please feel free to donate your cars and bank accounts and buildings to me because I know just what to do with them.

On a more serious note there are so many hurting kids around us who need our love and if we don’t identify them and help them they will grow to become the future LGBT. The good thing about the LGBT movement is that they can’t reproduce biologically so if we take responsibility now and show enough love while we take responsibility for the kids around us then it is a matter of time before we pick on another issue.

I think it should be a season of thinking and not a season of blaming and cursing. I am not sure LGBT is our problem the bigger problem is what we have or could have done with God’s investment.

What would God have us do? And this is the prerequisite for every invention and not ejaculate judgment on a nation for passing a law we don’t approve of. And by the way why do we keep travelling to the US and Canada that has passed the same law in over 10years? If you think God would destroy those nations would you want to be caught in the destruction?

I think God is showing us what is wrong with us and what we need to do. And I think love is a leveler of every situation and true love alone can break the most hardened human being.



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